"Riders Of The Storm." the radio sang. I shut it off. I drove in silence listening to the hum of my car. 5 minutes from home. I kept thinking about texting her something cute or funny, but my conscious destroyed every idea that came to mind. 2 minutes from home. My phone made a "ting." I looked down at my passenger seat and saw her name on my screen. I smiled. My eyes came back up to the road and I saw my home in the distance. I pulled into the driveway. I reached for my phone and opened the message. "Boarding Now and I think we are taking off soon. I'll see you when I come back, or when you come here, whatever happens first!✌🏼️ (ps I hope my plane doesn't crash) haha." I sat in the car with my phone in hand, and thought about everything. Finally I replied: "haha sounds good, I'm def thinking of coming out there soon, so you'll probably see me sooner than you think! (You'll be fine, you’re a rockstar 🤘🏼)." I was probably lying, I knew I wasn't going. But maybe I was. I got out, closed the door and walked inside.